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Post by phil on May 4, 2011 16:51:18 GMT
i hope this works if it does you will see i was ok at art Attachments:
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Post by phil on May 4, 2011 17:12:39 GMT
whoooohooooooo ;D Attachments:
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Post by phil on May 4, 2011 18:09:14 GMT
This PC is bunk
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Post by phil on May 5, 2011 10:49:59 GMT
feel free to comment i'm going to put a link for this in my medical neglect blog as i can't post it in wales! Attachments:
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Post by optomistic65 on May 6, 2011 19:47:20 GMT
Why was your attendance poor Phil?
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Post by phil on May 6, 2011 20:13:11 GMT
because i had a truenting problem i got to find a local news paper artical with me running away from school snap shot ;D
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Post by phil on May 6, 2011 21:02:06 GMT
this is me before i got my personality disorder caused by drug abuse bipolar or what ever they wanna pin on me to discredit me lol Attachments:
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Post by phil on May 6, 2011 22:00:58 GMT
bastard pc Attachments:
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Post by boo on May 6, 2011 23:50:32 GMT
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 2:39:18 GMT
I take it you have seen the light boo! These did not surface until after I saw the so called ADHD expert so she had the opportunity to play stooge and say there is no combined ADHD and pin a personality disorder diagnosis on me! In the wales section I have a medical neglect blog and I have asked if anyone has seen this ADHD expert as of yet nobody has? More reason to lead me to believe she was a stooge! David Cameron was right and the mental health service is a mess in wales and labour have got back in so basically I'm fucked
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 2:51:25 GMT
I still got more reports to post just my PC is bunk so it may take a few days! Some of these reports are showing my best attributes and you can tell the blunt teachers from the ones that fanny things up a bit ;D
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Post by boo on May 7, 2011 9:43:15 GMT
phil, i am a little confused, are you saying that this psych is an adhd expert that you were referred to as an adhd specialist?
when i was dx, it wasnt specified as any kind of sub-'type'. ie combined etc
i asked the 1-2-1 why not and she said they dont group it, in their opinion, you either have adhd or you dont, i cant remember how it was actually worded now, somthing about adhd persisting into adulthood, or something...., i may try and dig it out later.
i am saying the above wondering if thats what she meant when she said there is no combined?
are you posting the reports up to show that these problems were present from an earlier age than they say, ie, not caused by drug use etc. and are you posting them to see if folk here agree?
cant you go back, or ask for a referral for a second opinion? do you see the psych, or another psych at all at the mo, have you brought this up with her/them?
oh yeah,......and what do you mean you cant post them in wales?
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 11:42:40 GMT
I was ment to see a Dr jawad Susan said others had seen him and he was good! I did not get to see this Jawad I got to see a dr menon! I did a test my mother did a test about me! My test was predominantly hyperactive! My mothers test was predominantly inattentive! Dr menon said I have not got ADHD and proceeded to tell me that there is 2 types of ADHD inattentive or hyperactive! I said there was 3 types what about combined she said there is no combined ADHD? I asked her again so you are telling me that there is no combined adhd and she said no there is not! Boo she told me there was 2 types and named the types! She did not calm to be an expert in ADHD! She said she was aware of adult ADHD! You can be aware of anything being aware of something does not make you an expert! I'm aware of Adult ADHD and It seems I know more about it than a person who professes in the subject! As for this 1-2-1 thing it is confusing me as combined adhd is in the DSM! Combined ADHD is on the nice guidelines! Combined ADHD is also on the NHS coices site? What I mean by I can't post them in wales is you can't post attachments in the welsh section on this site! I'm saying If this Dr menon is a psych she is a very shit one that obviously knows nothing about the subject of Adult ADHD for all I know this woman could work with children or has just qualified and I'm her first ever punter lol I don't know the in's and out's of her personal life ;D All I know is what she told me! I'm posting my reports here as it is primary evidence and it's all well and good if you have a diagnosis and have treatment, I and many others on this site don't I have had many labels put on me this proves a lot It go's to show I do not meet the DSM-V criteria for a PD this would also prove it is highly unlikely I had early onset BPD I saw the local mental healthg team after seeing this doctor and they was sending me to a sleep clinic and sending me a copy of doctor menon's report I had to see I was on a waiting list at my GP's and also the report was never sent So why adhere to one promise and not the other?
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 15:33:24 GMT
Boo are you telling me from these school reports you can't pick up anything to suggest I have ADHD? I was lucky my mother found these reports as until these popped up I had nothing! A lot of people have less than me and who knows what else will turn up! At this moment in time I've asked my doctor to refer me to a neuro psych called Dr Mensah he is a neuro psych who specialises in Epilepsy and has part written a book on epilepsy I have seen him before and he gave me a diagnosis of cyclothimia but this guy is meticulous! How I know this is he gave me a prolonged tony blair smile! This could mean he is gay and showing he is interested in me But in reality he was doing a standard mirror neuron test! How this works if you smile at someone they will smile back if there is something wrong with their mirror neurons a lot like myself they won't smile back! I learnt of mirror neuron tests by watching a T.V programme called most evil with Dr Michael Stone but they was testing mirror neurons in schizophrenics on the programme but it would be interesting to look if they have done mirror neuron research into other conditions? At this time of my school reports I may have done low grade cannabis and drank alcohol but was no addict and never abused drugs in my life yeah I have taken drugs but have never abused them in my life I leaned that too much of a good thing leads to bad things from an early age! I'm sorry and sincerely apologise that I have not got a fickle brain and understand the inner workings of a system that is flawed! But there is a lot more in my boat undiagnosed and will spend most of their lives in trouble or prison and one day at a time I may make a rod for my own back doing this shit but it's keeping me out of trouble off drink and drugs just focusing on my health! so it's not a bad thing hu! I have my dog and an interest to keep me out of trouble keep depression at bay but like I have said on previous posts I live in zones I cannot dictate zones circumstance can dictate zones I can't! Some people on this site have had a rosie education! I had to teach myself! I am meticulous when it comes to what ever I get branded with... But if things don't gel I'm not going to accept it! It's not about being in denile quite the opposite its going into things with my eyes wide open! To pinch a quote from bob marley "wisdom is worth more than silver and Gold" so to the question posed in another thread are you materialistic the answers NO! ;D Initially all I wanted was treatment but I got caught up in politics of a shit run NHS hospita l! At that hospital I could not relax at all! And after 2 weeks of sheer shit I was given a taliban style interrogation sherry and other ex police will tell you there is certain laws to say how long you can interview someone! But these laws don't apply to bent mental health teams! I can't deal with my local MHT any more they are just shanking my karma and I said to a shrink to see what happens if I get screwed over again! And I consider that I have been screwed over that is blatantly clear! I was supposed to be in the hospital for one week it ended up 2 I was not sectioned I was free to go at anytime but every time I tried to leave I was denied so is this not kidnap? If I was to lift my shrink on his way home from work and keep him in a boot of a car for a week do a bit of CBT proper fuck with his head to change his attitude ;D I would get a one way ticket back to prison but they can do what the fuck they like to me and have no repercussions I don't think so! My local mental health team are just murdering idiots and if they have a concious I hope it fucking pricks them big style and soon
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Post by boo on May 7, 2011 18:24:11 GMT
phil i really struggled to read your last post, sorry, the text wasnt paragraphed enough for me to try and get through it but i did read your first line and no thats not what i was saying. i got the gist of the first post too, and for the local team i saw for dx, they dont categorise into sub-types, not that YOU dont have it or do have it, thats just what i was trying to explain thats the way they do it, they either dx adhd .... or not.... i really will try and search out the summary they sent me and try and see exactly how they worded it. so i am gathering you are collecting this all together to go back and get re-evaluated
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 20:31:54 GMT
We are on cross wires lol she told me the sub types she said there was either inattentive or hyperactive?
When the sub types are Inattentive Hyper active/impulsive Or combined Pretty simple and if it's easy for me to remember then a qualified doctor should have no problem in remembering this? She did not once mention she was an expert in ADHD, passed any Exams for Adult ADHD! All she said was she was aware of Adult ADHD! Eerrm this kinda proves that she isn't lol
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Post by andy12345 on May 7, 2011 20:35:10 GMT
Wait for dsm 5 it's an easier diagnosis and I think its got 4 types under correct proposal or something but then I was not really reading it properly funnily enough and I don't have an ounce of punctuation in this sentence either...........
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Post by phil on May 7, 2011 21:29:04 GMT
I'm sure I got other things going on too and the one is kicking off the other like know those executive office toys where one ball swings in the other ball knocks out lol something like that is kicking off! this Dr Mensah I'm waiting to see will sort it all out I'm sure of this as there was no evidence about my children last time I saw him! All the pieces are there but they have to put them together! That doctor menon just gave me a test, gave my mother a test about me! Mine where predominately hyper active! My mothers was predominantly inattentive! I was not asked any other questions about say family history or co morbid conditions ect just a personality disorder was plucked out of the air and that's that! I would love to write to her and ask for a full scientific explanation to how she came to her conclusions? From one test? LMFAO I dither and have self doubts but I am 100% on having ADHD! And it is neither here nore there if I'm believed or not! But what I have witnessed you would not treat an animal like!
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Post by boo on May 7, 2011 23:49:25 GMT
.... and there-in lies the problem..... (or at least some of it) so much of psychiatric care/dx relies on subjectivity. at the end of the day a broken leg is... well a broken leg. fall over-have pain-xray-funny line-fix-cast-job done! not quite so straightforward with our brains though is it.
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Post by phil on May 8, 2011 13:00:24 GMT
You're right boo but it could be! I could have had my brain X-ray'ed that cost money but playing N.H.S pinball costs money too! And if I choose to sue the NHS I could pay for a MRI many times over privately in florida Andy if they made the DSM-V V TR as easy to read as a Mr Men Book doctors would still fuck up I had a look at mirror neuron smile tests and it appears to be used more in testing for ASD and aspergers!
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Post by phil on May 8, 2011 14:40:54 GMT
And say the latest edition has more sub types this will not make things any easier! There is 3 sub types in the 4th edition now that doctor I saw knew about one sub type and that was inattention something she suffered from as she missed the impulsive out of the hyperactive equation! And looked at me funny and did not know what I was talking about when I mentioned the combined type! Do doctors get trained or do they find their qualifications as a free gift in a box of NHS cornflakes?
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Post by Deleted on May 12, 2011 15:41:05 GMT
My reports always said "daydreaming" "could do better" and "need to apply hereself".
My son is underachieving at A?!!, he hates the school environment, his attendance is poor, he has migraine and tummy pains - the same as me, the school system isn't geared towards people like us....which is a shame because we are some of the most creative and clever people.
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Post by phil on May 12, 2011 16:33:33 GMT
I was never at school to learn all I'd think of was when the bell would ring for break time or lunch or home time that's if I turned up at school at all! In high school I was sent to see a child psychologist this was after I got in the paper but I think that's what speared it the education board was probably fuming over the news paper article! All that was asked of me was why did I truant and my reply was because I wan't too! Lol What could I say well doc it's like this I think I got ADHD ;D I had never heard of the condition at that time!
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Post by phil on May 13, 2011 16:48:26 GMT
Boo- you're right there is nothing funny to warrant the lol helicopter making an appearance! ;D But couple this fact with many other facts and you will come to the conclusion that I ain't the only one who has been misdiagnosed! It proves how shit doctors really are! And I think that this place should have a resident A.D.H.D expert here to lean about the condition and differentiate between ADHD and other conditions!
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Post by boo on May 15, 2011 10:22:52 GMT
And I think that this place should have a resident A.D.H.D expert here to lean about the condition and differentiate between ADHD and other conditions! i dont agree, i think its good for us to all chat and improve our knowledge, but i dont think one person could give answers to individuals from just 'knowing them' from a message board. and then you still get the expertise differing slightly anyway, so my dx for example they dont put adhd into subtypes, others do, so although its not a great difference, it is one, and goes to show there are still subtleties that should be taken into account, stick one person on giving out expertise and information, and you get a narrower picture than all of us sharing our knowledge and experiences
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Post by phil on May 15, 2011 11:38:50 GMT
Boo- you say some doctors don't go of subtypes so how would they know the difference? Would they only diagnose if you have problem with inattention? Or if you are hyperactive and not pay attention if you are impulsive? So NICE guidelines are not applicable to specialists?
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Post by boo on May 15, 2011 12:01:41 GMT
no they dx but just didnt sub type it, just described as adhd persistent into adulthood or something like that.... still havent got round to digging out the diagnostic summary that i was sent, keep meaning to there was a general appointment to discuss my history and current difficulties and then a second one where i did cognitive tests. i was sent out for a while for the guy to evaluate the tests and then brought back in and given the positive dx.
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Post by phil on May 15, 2011 15:10:14 GMT
So boo you was dx with ADHD as a child? I was not D/X'ed as a child only by teachers that it is a phase in childhood that kids grow out of
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Post by boo on May 15, 2011 17:59:58 GMT
no i wasnt dx as a child, my adult dx was just worded like that.
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Post by phil on May 15, 2011 18:27:48 GMT
i am just baffled i swear i don't recall the what the test was i did but i could swear that it mentioned nothing about street drugs i did not have a conversation about drugs with this expert where is this information coming from?
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