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Post by mighty on Apr 10, 2014 15:07:31 GMT
I was going to write a happy thread about how I don't think I've been depressed for the last three months! Not properly I gathered this when I was looking at my old threads.. the last depressed looking one was January. Great! I thought. I'm doing really well. And I am. I intend to stay strong. Right now I'm happy, productive, and (I think!) mentally stable. Anyway, I was looking through threads I'd written before and it really illustrates my apparent sharp ups and downs. It's a little scary! I am super insightful, but I lose insight of this situation very easily. As I say, I was going to write how happy I am and how it's going to stay like this forever and it's seemed so long since I was low. I don't even remember being low! But the past threads are showing an eye-opening reflection of my mental state! I'm a little scared. I've been doing so well and don't want to crash again! And I don't want to go on nasty mood stabilisers!
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Post by mighty on Apr 10, 2014 15:10:09 GMT
Fuck I'm freaking out! Time to meditate!
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Post by purplepower on Apr 10, 2014 16:09:21 GMT
Hang in there mighty. Well done for keeping aware of how you are feeling, and also for recognising the warning signs. Of course you are the only one who can know how you are really feeling but sometimes we put our best and worst on here, and forget about all the rest in the middle
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Post by mighty on Apr 10, 2014 16:22:35 GMT
I'm feeling great Just hope it sticks around
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Post by twix on Apr 23, 2014 20:18:34 GMT
Hope so. We can be prone to ups and downs. But we can be so up and I hope thats how you are for a long time.
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Post by mighty on Apr 23, 2014 21:19:47 GMT
Merci They aren't such reckless crashes and rumbles anymore I think. Doing well by staying healthy Under a lot of stress lately and not sleeping much but overall doing pretty great Thrive on stress fo sho
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