Post by shiningbright on Jun 6, 2016 0:32:21 GMT
Top of the pops to me was a 90s crazy camera action stuff. Can't remember the voices of show hosts but I still remember the words to every single spice girls song (before ginger left and I discovered other singers)
- side note has anyone ever noticed how the songs our parents love listening to us sing as kids and would give loads of praise for are actually highly sexualised songs?!? Till this day I can understand why my mum was proud I sang Barbie girl or 2become1 on stage in a miniskirt (thanks 90s fashions) before age 11... if my girls did that now id flip.
Sorry I digress
I like your post but I'm n ot sure how to contribute to it.
Maybe my giving a suggestion for a future chart addition?
As a kid my (hindsight bias) adhd signs where once discribes by a teacher as possible autism but ignored and assumed to be due to neglectful home life and a version of ptsd from childhood horrors.
They thought it was a physical manifestation okkf internal trauma and as I was well behaved just past me to a counsellor who I'd visit once a week from about age 8- 15 and I loved it. Hated the counselling but loved getting a half day off school to go to a room free from my family and play or paint or do what I wanted for the sake of just wanting to do it lol.
I still remember I had one counsoller who was going on and on and on at me asking why I wanted to play with the dool house and all I said to her the whole hour was that I wanted to. She wanted to know the doll dialogs but they were inside my head and I said as much. She also suspected austim but I had read enough phycoligy books by then to deflect her away from that and into a safer thought (by spending 5 sessions after each other painting green blotches and saying it was my dreams- she went by the to trauma theory most held). Crazy days lol.
Motel of my story- anything phycological is also subjective to perception :-) gense why its so hard to get dx
- side note has anyone ever noticed how the songs our parents love listening to us sing as kids and would give loads of praise for are actually highly sexualised songs?!? Till this day I can understand why my mum was proud I sang Barbie girl or 2become1 on stage in a miniskirt (thanks 90s fashions) before age 11... if my girls did that now id flip.
Sorry I digress
I like your post but I'm n ot sure how to contribute to it.
Maybe my giving a suggestion for a future chart addition?
As a kid my (hindsight bias) adhd signs where once discribes by a teacher as possible autism but ignored and assumed to be due to neglectful home life and a version of ptsd from childhood horrors.
They thought it was a physical manifestation okkf internal trauma and as I was well behaved just past me to a counsellor who I'd visit once a week from about age 8- 15 and I loved it. Hated the counselling but loved getting a half day off school to go to a room free from my family and play or paint or do what I wanted for the sake of just wanting to do it lol.
I still remember I had one counsoller who was going on and on and on at me asking why I wanted to play with the dool house and all I said to her the whole hour was that I wanted to. She wanted to know the doll dialogs but they were inside my head and I said as much. She also suspected austim but I had read enough phycoligy books by then to deflect her away from that and into a safer thought (by spending 5 sessions after each other painting green blotches and saying it was my dreams- she went by the to trauma theory most held). Crazy days lol.
Motel of my story- anything phycological is also subjective to perception :-) gense why its so hard to get dx