Post by guitar1991 on Sept 30, 2021 9:34:50 GMT
I have everyone I was wondering if any could advice me if you think I should seeks some help
Basically as far as I can remember I’ve always been made fun of by people at school and at work currently for being in my own world . I’ve always lost so many things such as , passports, debit cards, wallets , several mobile phones, coats and bags. I’ve always put this down to me being useless or stupid .
I’ve always missed appointments with doctors and get my days mixed up when I’ve organised a date with my partner and or to see friends
always leave it to the last moment all to sort anything out and when I have things to do such as getting my tablets I always leave it too late .
Remembering things that’s just been said to is also extremely difficult and I forgot what plans or what I’ve been asked to do from my partner . This leads to arguments as i genuinely can’t remember my
Partner asking for me to do something or when we organised something .
Getting ready for work is also a nightmare. I spend most of the time looking for things and loose someone after I’ve just just had it in my hand . My partners mother constant is saying how disorganised I am and it’s impacting our relationship .
When having conversations at work with people , I completely zone out during the conversations and have to try and guess what was aid by nodding or just saying no way or something .
Trying to fill forms in at work is also a nightmare or when I have to ask people over the phone for their contact numbers . They say it way to quick for me and completely forgot what they’ve said .
In social groups in the past I constantly zone out on what is being said and then people just make fin of me again for being in my own world
.
I get extremely frustrated with myself very quickly and annoyed and really can’t deal with stress or with any emotions .
This is why I haven’t learned to drive bevause I’m worried I will zone out .
I only just get by by drinking so much coffe and spend hundreds of pounds on nicotine supplements to help me try and focus .
Also I get bored really easy and lazy and the only thing I can think of doing is to sleep
As I child I was extremely hyper and always got hurt and even hit by a car for running around and got banned from restaurants and pubs but then had the complete opposite happening to me where I became lethargic and just not with it
Because of all the bullying from friends ive just kept to myself . I though that maybe all of this was caused by low mood or something or me just being a genuine wast of space .
Doctors have put me on antidepressants and say that anxiety can cause some of these things to happen .
But I still think something is wrong . I’ve tried to go and see a psychiatrist about adhd but the doctor just dismissed it .
When I was working in an admin role once, for the life of me I couldn’t focus on what I was doing and work just piled up and up and I always say I’ll do that in a minute . When I genuinely tried to be organised I just got into a mess .
because of all of these things I’ve spent a lot of my early twenties unemployed and just living with my dad . I just thought I was lazy and stupid basically .
Do you think it’s worth going private for an assessment ?
Sorry for the rant
Any help would be of great help
Basically as far as I can remember I’ve always been made fun of by people at school and at work currently for being in my own world . I’ve always lost so many things such as , passports, debit cards, wallets , several mobile phones, coats and bags. I’ve always put this down to me being useless or stupid .
I’ve always missed appointments with doctors and get my days mixed up when I’ve organised a date with my partner and or to see friends
always leave it to the last moment all to sort anything out and when I have things to do such as getting my tablets I always leave it too late .
Remembering things that’s just been said to is also extremely difficult and I forgot what plans or what I’ve been asked to do from my partner . This leads to arguments as i genuinely can’t remember my
Partner asking for me to do something or when we organised something .
Getting ready for work is also a nightmare. I spend most of the time looking for things and loose someone after I’ve just just had it in my hand . My partners mother constant is saying how disorganised I am and it’s impacting our relationship .
When having conversations at work with people , I completely zone out during the conversations and have to try and guess what was aid by nodding or just saying no way or something .
Trying to fill forms in at work is also a nightmare or when I have to ask people over the phone for their contact numbers . They say it way to quick for me and completely forgot what they’ve said .
In social groups in the past I constantly zone out on what is being said and then people just make fin of me again for being in my own world
.
I get extremely frustrated with myself very quickly and annoyed and really can’t deal with stress or with any emotions .
This is why I haven’t learned to drive bevause I’m worried I will zone out .
I only just get by by drinking so much coffe and spend hundreds of pounds on nicotine supplements to help me try and focus .
Also I get bored really easy and lazy and the only thing I can think of doing is to sleep
As I child I was extremely hyper and always got hurt and even hit by a car for running around and got banned from restaurants and pubs but then had the complete opposite happening to me where I became lethargic and just not with it
Because of all the bullying from friends ive just kept to myself . I though that maybe all of this was caused by low mood or something or me just being a genuine wast of space .
Doctors have put me on antidepressants and say that anxiety can cause some of these things to happen .
But I still think something is wrong . I’ve tried to go and see a psychiatrist about adhd but the doctor just dismissed it .
When I was working in an admin role once, for the life of me I couldn’t focus on what I was doing and work just piled up and up and I always say I’ll do that in a minute . When I genuinely tried to be organised I just got into a mess .
because of all of these things I’ve spent a lot of my early twenties unemployed and just living with my dad . I just thought I was lazy and stupid basically .
Do you think it’s worth going private for an assessment ?
Sorry for the rant
Any help would be of great help