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May 8, 2017 18:43:28 GMT
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Post by Deleted on May 8, 2017 18:43:28 GMT
Just realised im gettin f'd off with this already. I just want to have instant knowledge and as soon as I realise thats not how it works.
Hyperfocus is great but then distractions of life, family and every day things prevent me from being able to sit for hours reading, learning. Im just getting irritated easily.
I know im over the moon about finally getting some clarity. Part of me wishes I didnt know now. Is that what happens?
Im picking up on all the times this has affected my life. I lost out out 10 grand bonus and a good job because I couldnt remember to clock in or out on so many occasions.
I play golf and forget to take my golf shoes. I always forget to eat breakfast and leave my lunch on the kitchen side. How did I ever manage with this. Prison and now my wife it seems.
Sorry, but im starting to get a bit annoyed with this crap now. Would I go back to not knowing though?? I cant answer that at this moment in time..
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Post by easilydistracted on May 8, 2017 19:16:36 GMT
Ah, Pandora's box is now fully open Welcome to the rollercoaster, the euphoria and damnation of discovery. The high of finally understanding and the low of accepting your newfound flawed status. Would I unlearn if I could? Sometimes yes, sometimes no. Today no, it's better to know hmm, maybe ask me later Welcome
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May 8, 2017 19:40:28 GMT
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Post by Deleted on May 8, 2017 19:40:28 GMT
I do finally feel at home reading some of the posts. Fealt alone for a long time. So I suppose thats something. Until I get bored of it. Then where am I? Who knows? Im most definitely on this rollercoaster though...
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Post by easilydistracted on May 8, 2017 20:50:59 GMT
I do finally feel at home reading some of the posts. Fealt alone for a long time. So I suppose thats something. It's a big something too, knowing you are not the only one, nor are you the first, nor will you be the last to come on this little voyage. Until I get bored of it. Then where am I? Cured! It's a massive thing for you at the moment, it's in the forefront of your thoughts, that's to be expected. In time you will have days when you've forgotten about all this, you have other things in mind and are simply getting on with life.
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May 8, 2017 21:01:22 GMT
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Post by Deleted on May 8, 2017 21:01:22 GMT
Its massive!!! I have a feeling my wife will be getting peed off with me a lot more. Bless her...
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