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Post by vagueandrandom on Aug 8, 2017 11:27:29 GMT
I'm so close to losing the only friend I have in this city!
I know I'm overreacting and it will pass . . .but all I want to do is tell them to fuck off and leave me alone!
*Deep Breath* . . . I must fight the urge to communicate how I'm feeling . . .
I'm feeling angry, upset and ignored. . . I can't stop crying and catastrophising . .
and because I'm feeling like this, I can't get on with any of the stuff I need to be doing. .
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Post by easilydistracted on Aug 8, 2017 19:30:50 GMT
. . .but all I want to do is tell them to fuck off and leave me alone! *Deep Breath* . . . I must fight the urge to communicate how I'm feeling . . . Keeping it bottled up is bad, letting it out is bad - if only there was a way of letting just a *little* bit of out, just telling someone to fuck off a bit, a little bit, not too far, further than not at all, but less than a complete fuck off. A moderate fucking off, a non-extreme get the fuck out of my face, DIE MOFO DIE said with a smile hmms! Word!!! One word for picturing the thousand million ways the skies can fall on our heads. Says it all One eensy teensy consolationy though thingy - *most* of them never happen *hugs*
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Post by vagueandrandom on Aug 8, 2017 19:56:11 GMT
Thanks easilydistracted . . hmmm . .yes, I'm not very good at letting just a little bit out . . brain doesn't always engage with my mouth I'm still resisting the urge to be passive-aggressive and have avoided communication all day. I'm sure it will blow over in time. . .
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Post by Deleted on Aug 8, 2017 22:32:43 GMT
I would always encourage a friend to feel free to let rip, if they needed to. I have some weird ability to wind people up without intending to. In accepting this, it's only fair to let people have their say or their FAAACK YOUUU! moment, if they believe it to be necessary. It is what it is! I find the alternative unacceptable tbh. Silence. Dishonesty. Resent. Let's leave inhibition to the NTs, perhaps?
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Post by vagueandrandom on Aug 8, 2017 23:09:02 GMT
@boost
I fully intend to address my issues with my friend when I've calmed down and become
more rational . . .my keeping quiet today is to avoid impulsive 'fuck offness'
and ruin yet another friendship. . .
btw my friend is another ADHDer and as volatile as me . .
yeah . . .
Thanks again for this forum for me to vent until emotions have dissipated. . .
I'm off to bed now . .
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