vaatfk
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Post by vaatfk on Aug 25, 2017 1:03:03 GMT
Ugh. everythings still shit, as its been all summer and still feeling as bad now as i was back when i was in secondary school. just spent 3 fucking hours of suicidical thoughts and being depressed. Being overwhelmed over fucking nothing. Honestly, i have no support anywhere IRL at all and its unbearable. Yeah i could talk to my parents but i cant, i couldnt do it. I have no friends, well. Not real friends. Not people i relate to. Theyre my friends because its the social thing to do and better than being depressed right? but i havnt even seen them all summer either. Im not liking this feeling, its really annoying and i hate it. Its how i feel every day, but then sometimes it piles ontop of eachother and i end up in a meltdown. Maybe i can get support at college.
Right now my anxiety is getting worse and ive noticed it only becoming a issue post secondary school. Anytime i talk to someone or have any interaction i get this anxious feeling afterwards. i dont know where this is going and if anyone is following, if youre not, then you probably understand that right now my head is a clusterfuck. its a daily struggle. Where is my god damn refferal update call?!?!
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Post by Deleted on Aug 25, 2017 12:56:30 GMT
Tough times.
What's your favourite song atm?
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Post by vaatfk on Aug 27, 2017 21:36:35 GMT
Tough times. What's your favourite song atm? Tear in my heart - twenty one pilots
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