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Post by phoenixrose on Feb 15, 2022 6:33:10 GMT
Hi everyone, I’m recently diagnosed (my son got diagnosed first and then I followed shortly after), and it has finally made sense of my entire life. I am also following an autism diagnosis, but the waiting list is a little longer for that.
I am a teacher, very well educated, have taught since 2008 - but since leaving after my previous Head made life extremely stressful and difficult for me, I have such bad anxiety about working in schools that I literally fall apart before interviews, I have panic attacks, I signed up to do supply teaching and I will book in a days work and then on the morning I’m supposed to work I feel like I can’t breathe and there’s a huge pressure on my brain that only eases when I cancel. It’s become totally debilitating, I’ve worked my whole life for this career with over ten years of outstanding teaching, only for my brain to just totally NOPE out every time it comes to working in schools.
Can someone offer advice, help, further reading on how to push through this?? I’m a single parent, I need to be earning money and if I don’t start working soon we may lose our home. I don’t know why I can’t make myself just DO IT. What is wrong with me??!! Sorry, I’m just so frustrated with myself, with everything. I can’t believe this is my life now.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 18, 2022 0:54:51 GMT
Elvanse.
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