tigger
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Post by tigger on Jan 13, 2010 21:51:28 GMT
HI i beep alot and cant help it.i try to breath with my mouth closed and tongue on roof of mouth. the tongue bein on roof of mouth with calm u a lil. and keeping ur mouth shut will help you but it takes practice. i used to swear under my breath along time. my mouth goes before my brain and its funny as u have to see the look on peoples faces when i say somet before i think. i dont really get embarres any more as i just take control of the situiation.
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Lame44
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Post by Lame44 on Jan 13, 2010 23:24:50 GMT
The thing is I cant always control me, I try but I end up angry, tired, aching, hurting all over, I feel like I'm going to fall down as I try holding my breath even, and well I just end up hyperventilating sometimes and going light headed!
I'm lucky with some of the things I have to do, I can hide them by putting my hand over my face, so thats one good thing I guess, but I cant hide everything, nor can I stop it. I hate it, and I fucking hate how people are with me about it. I'm not in an accepting mood at all tonight to be honest, I'm worn down, stressed out, tired, fucking pissed off!
I hate being me and I even wanted my gf to put me out of my misery earlier tonight, which is very bad of me, and of course wrong of me to say to her coz it makes her think she's not good enough for me when she is!
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Lame44
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Post by Lame44 on Feb 10, 2010 23:53:16 GMT
Ok, so the thing is that now I've got these meds to try for the next two weeks I'm worried about having more impulses. I know someone said that they helped, but what if they dont, or even worse, waht if they make it worse. It's/I'm bad enough as it is, and I'm already worried about trying the Methyl stuff. Does anyone else get any worse impulses after trying these meds? The things is I worry faaaaaar too much, I worry when there is nothing to worry over. I'm scared about the meds already as I dont want to have a heart attack like it said some people can have, or they die I feel stupid for ranting n saying all this, but I just cant help worrying so much. The dose is only 5 mg at the moment, so is that quite small? Small enough not to kill me? I hope so....They are going to up it maybe if it suits me, but lord above I've only ever been this scared about taking one other med in my life and that was that Quinine stuff. I was worried about that as the GP said if I take too much it could kill me, and me n my memory, well...It petrified me, so I put up with the cramp...even to this day!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 11, 2010 13:50:49 GMT
What is worse feeling the way you do now, for the rest of your life or taking the tablets. I chose the tablets. Try not t worry to much about side effects they occur about 1 in 100.000, you have as much chance of winning the lottery than having heart problems, remember they have gone through clinical trials and millons of people in the world take them. Paracetamol, we pop them everyday if have headache they hav more side effects han any tablets CHILL and give them a chance lol
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Lame44
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Post by Lame44 on Feb 11, 2010 17:48:22 GMT
I took my first one earlier this afternoon hon. Bit shakey, felt awake more than I was earlier today too! Cant take another today yet though coz of the time. I would have took one earlier today but the GP didnt call me til after midday. But tomo I can obviously get my two in! So far so good though
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Post by Deleted on Feb 11, 2010 18:35:42 GMT
What u on Ryan?? Sorry been offline 4 ages x
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Lame44
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Post by Lame44 on Feb 11, 2010 21:30:39 GMT
Methylphenidate Simone, starting on a low dose for the next two weeks then going back n if I've been ok on it they will up it!
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Post by IZE5IP9 on Mar 3, 2010 18:24:34 GMT
I would go for a bit of added Autism spectrum with adhd
I blurt, often with disatisfaction at someone being an ass or showing bad manners
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