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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2011 8:07:32 GMT
There's this thing in my head, it mAkes me say the Wrong things at the wrong times, won't let me be quiet, won't let me think things through. It tricks me, let's me think I have it beat that I am winning only to lay me low at the moment of triumph. It's stolen my dreams and wishes, twisted them to suit it's purpose which seems only to see me completely broken. As long as I breathe it seeks to pain me more, it drives away friends, crushes ambition, displeases coleages, infuriates employers and teachers alike. It won't let me study and worse won't let me LEARN, it teases me with what could have been and whispers my failures back to me at night when it knows I can't sleep.
What makes it worse is the demon knows it's name now and laughs at me because I dare to think I can best it. For the demon as it reminds so often is not just in me it is PART of me.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2011 9:54:15 GMT
Happy freaking Christmas x
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2011 11:33:36 GMT
Happy freaking Christmas x Merry fucking Christmas to you too mate! xx
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Post by Deleted on Dec 25, 2011 21:37:40 GMT
Had a similarly edifying one? Sorry I thought a nice bit of poetry would cheer everyone up ho ho ho.
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Post by kreate on Dec 30, 2011 1:02:44 GMT
Hey there, hope your feeling somewhat better? i had shit xmas too! lol
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