Post by mizmog on Jun 1, 2012 15:22:04 GMT
I'll try and be brief - had a hellish few weeks at work, been the centre of other people's reprimands through no fault of my own, been moved to another office, two more staff have come and gone, been praised by the Sales Director at the expense of others causing total animosity until yesterday I snapped and let fly at the MD's email to everyone accusing someone of throwing cigarette buts on the floor - only 2 smokers there and I'm one - I didn't speak to him, I spoke to the line Manager quietly though and only a little frustration - however, today I couldn't go into work as I had been awake all night just chewing myself up over it all! Called in this morning to let them know I had a tummy bug (no sickness days in 12 months) to get a call from the MD telling me that my out of office was on and it was all planned and that I would get a letter (obviously sacking) I protested and demanded an investigation as to who had put my out of office on - he called back to say its all fine and see you Wednesday!!! I was so shocked that he had called me and not my Manager and he wasnt nice about it!!!
After much thinking, i devised an email detailing why I had been off target mentally this week, and why I had snapped yesterday and that I felt very upset that my one day of illness had been questioned so readily prior to any investigation - I also bigged him up though saying that i totally respected him - I am not even sure he knows about the ADHD or the Aspergers, but he does now! anyway, I have just hit send and now i'm thinking that really wasnt the best thing - I just don't talk about it at work and i cant communicate any of it whilst stood in front of any of them so this will be a total shock! I requested confidentiality so he cant discuss it, but now I just feel like a weak dope! Not sure if I'm embarrassed or just scared that this could be a sack-able offence!
I've never written anything to anyone other than Facebook comments!
After much thinking, i devised an email detailing why I had been off target mentally this week, and why I had snapped yesterday and that I felt very upset that my one day of illness had been questioned so readily prior to any investigation - I also bigged him up though saying that i totally respected him - I am not even sure he knows about the ADHD or the Aspergers, but he does now! anyway, I have just hit send and now i'm thinking that really wasnt the best thing - I just don't talk about it at work and i cant communicate any of it whilst stood in front of any of them so this will be a total shock! I requested confidentiality so he cant discuss it, but now I just feel like a weak dope! Not sure if I'm embarrassed or just scared that this could be a sack-able offence!
I've never written anything to anyone other than Facebook comments!