Post by Bengal7 on Sept 13, 2014 17:42:41 GMT
I generally try to avoid social events and organisations but recently I joined a group personal training organisation to try and get fit.
So far its been really good although recently there has been an instructor (one of the fitness instructors) who has started pointing out my lack of attention, forgetfulness and lateness more and more.
I've tried to brush it off determined not to let it bother me while trying to figure out how I can do better each time.
I'm failing to do better at these things and this particular instructor has started taking the P*ss out of me in front of the other members. Perhaps he feels that I'm doing it out of lack of respect for him?
Yesterday I turned up half way through a session after getting the time wrong. I left quickly hoping no-one noticed but i suspect he/they did.
Today I as usual I had to ask him to repeat himself several times and still got it wrong! He is now making a joke out of my lack of sharpness in front of everyone and Its got to the point now where I'm starting to feel I should give up.
I'm so humiliated by my own absent mindedness and what I feel others must consider to be dopey behavior.
Really depressed about all of this. If I didn't have a small child I don't think I'd have too much else to live for. I fight through it for her more than anything.
I'm tired of dealing with this time and time again. Nothing changes, there is no help available to me as an adult dealing with a thing that medics in this area don't believe in.
So far its been really good although recently there has been an instructor (one of the fitness instructors) who has started pointing out my lack of attention, forgetfulness and lateness more and more.
I've tried to brush it off determined not to let it bother me while trying to figure out how I can do better each time.
I'm failing to do better at these things and this particular instructor has started taking the P*ss out of me in front of the other members. Perhaps he feels that I'm doing it out of lack of respect for him?
Yesterday I turned up half way through a session after getting the time wrong. I left quickly hoping no-one noticed but i suspect he/they did.
Today I as usual I had to ask him to repeat himself several times and still got it wrong! He is now making a joke out of my lack of sharpness in front of everyone and Its got to the point now where I'm starting to feel I should give up.
I'm so humiliated by my own absent mindedness and what I feel others must consider to be dopey behavior.
Really depressed about all of this. If I didn't have a small child I don't think I'd have too much else to live for. I fight through it for her more than anything.
I'm tired of dealing with this time and time again. Nothing changes, there is no help available to me as an adult dealing with a thing that medics in this area don't believe in.