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Post by tink on Oct 8, 2014 21:51:46 GMT
Baby
Talking a lot at one year old.
Never crawled.
Got up and walked at 22 months.
Very clingy with parents... But I wasn't at all cuddly.
Would focus for ages on small things (like bits of fluff)
Child
Flapping hands when very excited
Very shy and unsociable at kids parties (would hide under the table)
Imaginary friends (I would act out my imaginary characters)
Refused to join any clubs (brownies, ballet, choir, piano lessons etc)
Only had 1 friend at a time
Great difficulty with reading and Maths (particularly Maths)
Very bad sleeper
Very much a tomboy
Hated school
Couldnt do homework
Teenager
Extremely angry and rebellious
Hated people
No friends (only boyfriends)
Couldnt learn times tables (still haven't)
Didnt like going to bed or getting up
Very poor o level results
Ran away from home
Felt bored, bored and empty inside all the time
Would rock back and forth when stressed
Depressed most of the time
Could never concentrate
Always lost in class... Couldn't listen
Dropped out of school/college/family/life in general
Adult
Bored
Deprseed alot
Many failed relationships
Hated jobs
No sense of diection at all
Hate going to bed/detest getting up in the mornings
Terrible procrastination
Socially withdrawn
Always late
Hate rules!
Etc etc etc etc
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Post by tink on Oct 8, 2014 21:56:34 GMT
Sorry... The below sounds v v self-absorbed! I'm not all bad, honest... I just needed to see this as a written list. God, please let me get meds for ADHD and please, please let them make a difference! X
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Post by tink on Oct 8, 2014 21:59:00 GMT
...... I mean the above, of course Goin to bed now I've got that off my chest... Don't want to, but MUST.
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Post by petra on Oct 9, 2014 9:46:50 GMT
Sorry... The below sounds v v self-absorbed! I'm not all bad, honest... I just needed to see this as a written list. God, please let me get meds for ADHD and please, please let them make a difference! X Written lists are good and can help with perspective - unless they are to do lists of course!
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Post by supine on Oct 10, 2014 21:12:06 GMT
If there's one place on the planet you can come and just be yourself without getting judged, I have yet to find a better place than on this board. I've been using/building the internet since 1995, and this is without question the finest group of individuals in one place, with an almost miraculous lack of idiots, that I have ever come across. And guess what they all have in common? Yes, that's right, none of us know what time it is
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Post by tink on Oct 11, 2014 17:48:30 GMT
How true :-)
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