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Post by skycaptain on Jan 2, 2015 14:13:54 GMT
I'm fine. Waking up in the morning, on way to the bus stop, on the bus, walking into work, setting up my pc system. I'm fine.
5 seconds before I take a call and I'm screaming on the inside... Screaming non stop until 8hrs later and shift is over. On the outside I'm calm, quiet and doing my best to ignore everyone, everything. No one would ever know the biggest battle of my life is taking place inside, superficial hands pulling me in all directions, pushing me to just get up, go home. Escape!! And more, pulling me back, sit back down, do your job... Appear normal.
Fuck.
I want to escape from people. There's too many of them. Everywhere.
Going back to work after time off is always the hardest. But this is what I struggle with every working day.
Make it stop.
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Post by contrarymary on Jan 2, 2015 20:10:47 GMT
empathy
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Post by supine on Jan 3, 2015 15:53:05 GMT
An excellent reason to find work that you can do at home.
I'm really lucky at the moment, I get to wfh 4 days a week and only have to trek into London once (which is more than enough).
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Post by petra on Jan 3, 2015 18:54:28 GMT
Totally agree, in general, everywhere, there are definitely too many people.
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Post by grim on Jan 3, 2015 20:36:21 GMT
Totally agree, in general, everywhere, there are definitely too many people. Absolutely
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Post by skycaptain on Jan 3, 2015 21:58:51 GMT
An excellent reason to find work that you can do at home. I'm really lucky at the moment, I get to wfh 4 days a week and only have to trek into London once (which is more than enough). Funny you should say that... Bf just today has suggested that I work with him on his new self employment project so hopefully if it takes off I will end up working from home! But for now I will just have to take comfort in my new medicine... A can of Monster and a bag of Haribo
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