Post by vagueandrandom on Nov 20, 2015 14:56:33 GMT
I'm going to be 49 an less than a month and I've been living with my mum and stepdad for 6 weeks now and they're driving me mad!!!
I'm not particularly close to them and they tell me to shut up all the time when I'm trying to speak and my mum can't cope with anything emotional
and just pretends that everything's fine, even when it's obvious to anyone that I'm really upset. She doesn't hug.
She won't talk about my depression or ADHD.
I thought that contracts were finally being exchanged on my flat yesterday, but my estate agent says there's some clause on the lease that needs to be sorted
and my solicitor's not answering the phone - and I hate using the phone - and we need to have 5 working days for my buyers' mortgage to be released. . .
so if we don't exchange today, there's no chance of moving next weekend!
and I can't go anywhere else because I have no friends and no job and no money.
On top of everything else, my mum's arranged for us all to go and visit my sister and her child who both hate me and I haven't seen or spoken to them for over a year.
Because the move has been delayed and delayed, I now have 5 days left of thyroxine and concerta. I can probably get emergency thyroxine,
but I've only ever got concerta from the consultant. I have a letter for my new GP, but don't know if I'll be able to get any from my mum's GP
who I'm going to see on Monday. After taking a med break, I really don't want to be without them with the stress of the upcoming move
because I'm all over the place, getting overwhelmed and having meltdowns and temper tantrums as it is. I don't know how much worse it will be without.
I need my own space. I need my systems and familiar things.
I wish I had a friend to say all these things to. But this will have to do.
I'm not particularly close to them and they tell me to shut up all the time when I'm trying to speak and my mum can't cope with anything emotional
and just pretends that everything's fine, even when it's obvious to anyone that I'm really upset. She doesn't hug.
She won't talk about my depression or ADHD.
I thought that contracts were finally being exchanged on my flat yesterday, but my estate agent says there's some clause on the lease that needs to be sorted
and my solicitor's not answering the phone - and I hate using the phone - and we need to have 5 working days for my buyers' mortgage to be released. . .
so if we don't exchange today, there's no chance of moving next weekend!
and I can't go anywhere else because I have no friends and no job and no money.
On top of everything else, my mum's arranged for us all to go and visit my sister and her child who both hate me and I haven't seen or spoken to them for over a year.
Because the move has been delayed and delayed, I now have 5 days left of thyroxine and concerta. I can probably get emergency thyroxine,
but I've only ever got concerta from the consultant. I have a letter for my new GP, but don't know if I'll be able to get any from my mum's GP
who I'm going to see on Monday. After taking a med break, I really don't want to be without them with the stress of the upcoming move
because I'm all over the place, getting overwhelmed and having meltdowns and temper tantrums as it is. I don't know how much worse it will be without.
I need my own space. I need my systems and familiar things.
I wish I had a friend to say all these things to. But this will have to do.