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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 20:01:06 GMT
Goosey boo being invisable may get in my line of fire when i'm shooting my muck around the place and be a victim of friendly fire ;D lol
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 19:42:00 GMT
The joker can't swing around or stick to walls or squirt muck over folks ;D
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 19:18:28 GMT
Goosey: can i be spiderman as my spidie senses are kicking off ;D Lol
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 18:46:25 GMT
Jon boy: you're not robin you're winning lol I ain't been posting here for ages call it taking a rest or i fucking let rip! If i let rip that makes me the bastard the bastard troll come fucking trouble making cunt ;D lol you see whats going on same heres same as me same as everyone else now! Lol ambly ain't the troll he is only a troll up on himself!
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 16:10:06 GMT
I cracked the system that tried to crack me! I bloke got a five figure out of court settlement just for getting a punch of the police! I got strangled by the police and missed a trick! There are folks on here that are police and Ex police do i take this out on them? NO they have done me no wrong! I got the NHS by the bollocks! I got the probation service by the bollocks! I faced injustic for thouse who know my story you would think i'm off my fucking head! People are cleaver in there one right! I don't need to see someone dressed in red and green in a funny little hat with turny up shoes with bells on to know they are fucking fools! Only smarties have the answer! Ambly unless you start accepting things we can't help you! All i can advise is to be yourself! And if you can't be yourself be batman! ;D yeah be batman! ;D If all goes to plan my little hobby could pay for my house quite easy! Only fools and horses work!
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 14:28:39 GMT
John boy speaks the truth! Some folks can't see the truth! Where others wont accept! It! Guru Phil 2012
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 14:23:36 GMT
Lol i went off track! JB lol
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 14:13:38 GMT
You can tell him anything you like but telling him to fuck off is not going to help him we would be no better than his MHT!
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 14:08:08 GMT
Sowing the
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 3:51:25 GMT
and don't even go there with calling me a-
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 3:17:37 GMT
cock's problems solved ;D
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 3:08:51 GMT
i love a good cock fight since it's been banned in this country by the commy's we can only do it with our pork swords like conkers that is purrrrrrrrrrrfectly legal? true story! ;D i'm trying to get in that poor birdies head and trying to think why on earth he would want to attack you? it's got to be fucking crazy right it must know you're a vet!
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 2:08:13 GMT
no i got a fob meter i could bypass it or even get the tarriff changed digitally! but i can't be being dodgy at the moment as i would be a toby if i get a sentance for something so silly although i love taking risks! ;D i got my babies on the way one comes out blue i could pay the leccy bill for years ;D lol
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 1:17:44 GMT
No not that clued up! I know if you have a pound telly and got no £1's you can clock up credit with a trolly token and a bit of fishing line! I'm gutted now theres no fag machines now in the pubs
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Post by phil on Jan 31, 2012 0:57:58 GMT
It's just beating the odds and after the fact now but in the 80's strimmers ensured we could get some cash when needed lol I can't say i'm a fan of systems that rob you ;D
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 23:55:55 GMT
I remember in the 80's you could feed the bandit a little strimmer wire!! Steph: who me? So what do you reckons wrong with ya cock? ;D
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 23:13:39 GMT
To truely have understanding of others you must must have insight of oneself- quote phil 2012 ;D lol
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 22:54:25 GMT
Ambly it is a zone of depression! And it's not a life long illness and with the right treatment you can get out of this zone! With the right treatment you can prevent yourself from slipping back there! But the NHS like chucking Happy pills at folks because it's a cheap fix well say a patch, more that a fix! Ok you wan't work the biggest hardest and most self satifying job facing you is shifting that depression! Accepting that it will be the worst job you ever had! Have you got any skills? Can you paint! Write a book! Something you can work on from home? Something that will stop the negative thinking! Any hobbys? Try you're hand at writing try another subject to write about! Try poetry! When negative thought enters you're head create a positive one to kick it's arse! I'm starting to breed dogs! So i'm getting fresh air on walks and it's got pressure on me to build kennels i got a few weeks to do it in!
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 21:19:56 GMT
Thank you for taking part in the Dr James deniel screening test! ;D
This is the point everyone questions there sanity!
Alot of people test my fucking sanity ;D
It's normal to feel like you are losing the plot and going fucking nuts at one point or other in you're life! Unless you are in a select type of person that is in denile!
I don't recall ever getting asked such a question by the NHS Ever and it seems such a obvious question and a logical one? And this would help screen suitability for CBT candidates? Has anyone remotely been asked anything along these lines?
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 20:37:43 GMT
Ambly Everyone has a system of belief! Sometimes our minds come up with things, explanations! Of the cause of the problem! And things get affirmed in you're mind that not having a job is the root cause of these self harming! And suicidal idealation! Zones! So basically you have self programed another idealation that this job is the answer to everything! You have hope and you are hoping things are going to work out as soon as you get a job! And if you get a job and this black cloud don't lift? You have adult social services and you don't need dependents!
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 18:12:15 GMT
i have been where you are ambly! you really got to empathise with others on here that some of us left school without an education but at the time it was all our fault! there was no ADHD! theres people on here who would read you're posts and not even go there! no one said you had delusions of grandure i said you had grandiousity! meaning you know it all so whats the problem? the problem is the people who should be helping you are turning their back on you! what is going on is you are fanning you own fire! you are in a negative thought cycles! you're goal is to get better! the wanting a job is not a goal it is infact confirming you're belief system that you are a failer! and you're not a failer as you can say what you are going through! so out of every negative situation there is something positive to be gained from it! change you're goals and reduce the stress and anger! you know you're ill yeah wanting to self harm or commit suicide it's not logical! how about i make a sugestion that until you are out of this zone and thats all it is another zone! and you can be you're own best friend. forget getting a job! you would not last a day anyhow so it's a big waste of time and losing a job would crush you're self esteem making a bad situation worse! priority's for you is get well! do you agree with this or disagree with this?
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 15:56:27 GMT
i have a theory with this and will apply some logic to this as soon as folks are brave enough to go with the flow and just answer the question ;D
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 15:37:02 GMT
john, and now he knows being of superior interlect lets see if any of this is taking on board?
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Post by phil on Jan 30, 2012 14:50:29 GMT
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 22:40:44 GMT
steph it's not a gang up witch hunt ambly has server depression if you read his post's he wants his girlfriend to go back to live with her father WHY? i guess you would come up with it's because people are pushing him and he is reflecting this on her psycho bull shit! let ambly answer! is this the case or are you being cruel to be kind as you do love her but you feel a total failer and you don't want her in the picture because by being a bastard it is less of a burden on her if you act on you're idealism! i got 3 friends in the same position as you now but they cope by cutting! i lost a mate to suicide just the other week just folks i grew up with! all i takes is an infection in one of them cuts to cause septicemia! you are crying for help then patronising suggestions as most folks have not cottoned on to the fact how bad things really are! and that is the point. noboby here can give you what you really need! the NHS should be fucking dealing with this! you should have a crash team and a adult social worker standard! i wernt joking earlier the police must section you under the mental health act but to get you proper treatment it should not have to come to somthing as drastic as that to get it!
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 21:26:55 GMT
jonboy are delusion of grandure an aspie trait then?
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 20:35:11 GMT
shiny: i was drawn to that quote myself ;D the end bit sounds like somthing out of merlin! all very grandious! or is it off some harry potter film? we are all mere peasants i'm too stupid and simple! lol Ambly man: am i right in saying that you are looking for someone that mirrors you idealisms? ect ect;
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 19:11:26 GMT
Steth: prove it pot,kettle, black to coin a phrase!
I gave amblyman some information on how to get sectioned!
This should not have to happen it's just another example
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 16:51:50 GMT
hey Amblyman. are you still after getting sectioned thinking this will help you out? this is what you do go in the A&E go to the toilets strip off and shit in you're hand and fucking throw it in the receptionists boat race and shout "SORT MY FUCKING SHIT OUT NOW" they will call the police and you will get sectioned under the mental health act ;D if they release you! you will find life was not so bad before you went in!
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Post by phil on Jan 29, 2012 15:11:27 GMT
it's mostly the medication but.... i have children in my shoes when they hit their teens the shit will hit the fan! by that time hopefully there will be a better treatment and not just a happy pill kosh! it's hard to explaine but myself and my family have been ticking the boxes for hypokalemic sensory overstimulation. the ADHD specialist i saw if he picked up his BNF once in a while he would understand that gabapentine is not a mood stabilser after (PD) were sued! he showed me a little brain model of what was causing all my problems! i mentioned lidocaine not working on me this was put down to my epilepsy (no lidocaine in epilepsy can be a treatment or a trigger so it works the silly cock ;D) lidocaine does not work on my niece and she has no epilepsy so how is my epilepsy effecting her? he was so deep in listening to the shit that came out of his mouth and his know it all fucking attitude! i did mention hypokalemic sensory overstimulation he said that was potassium and nothing to do with ADHD! i've put a complaint in and i'm still waiting for them to put things right! i can put things right faster with militant action in one day meet up with the top boy of the tory massive ;D i believe that my neurontine was stopping my seizures as it acts on neuropathic pain. as i explained ages ago in another post ibuprofen cuts down my overstimulation and sensory input that i have mentioned in other posts! as i can't take ibuprofen daily there must be some type of anti imflamatry i could? so part of my care plan is go to another mental health team that will show no intrest in my condition just ask a shit load of questions and come up with a shit load of answers that are totally messed up so i will just have more labels than Judith Charmers suitcase! i'm getting sent for an mri when they don't find this dammage in the core of my brain i can say in you're fucking face to the ADHD expert i was ill over christmas with tonselitus i saw my G.P and he had some report i was not even interested i was there and hear'd the shit that came out of his gob i don't need to read the shit he has wrote! funny he was a no show on my first meeting because his car got robbed his P.A told me he was very good! but enough about their love life my health is in question ;D the thing is this doctor won't listen neurology do and the only way to get me sorted is to let neurology and pharmacology handle things and they will listen and weigh up all the facts and not fob me off with bullshit ;D or send me on missions around the NHS as i told you it deffo is this hyperkalemic sensory over stimulation and now they are aware of the facts lets see what gets done where i'm sent how long i continue to be sent around the nhs or will this total idea be dismissed and they come up with other shit? time will tell but the balls in their court. ;D my kids are going on nothing and will be educated when they are old enough to understand! not koshed with any stimulent or happy pill it all depends on if the NHS are prepared to pull their fingers out of their own arses and properly look into this or do i have to do it with my pie and mash i get off all the toby jugs i have met in the NHS lately! ;D
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