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Nov 3, 2010 2:29:24 GMT
Post by phil on Nov 3, 2010 2:29:24 GMT
my children's pupils go massive before and during the time they kick off i can only describe it as trippy eyes or fish eyes the pupils are massive and i know they are going to start fighting
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Oct 31, 2010 23:52:40 GMT
Post by phil on Oct 31, 2010 23:52:40 GMT
has anyone noticed a physical change in the size of you childs pupils before they kick off ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 31, 2010 23:42:50 GMT
bipolars have a equal amount of depression and elation so say you was depressed for two weeks you will be elate for two weeks i must have ultra ultra ultra ultra rapid cycling bipolar disorder because my mood changes more than once a day
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Post by phil on Oct 31, 2010 22:35:33 GMT
they suspected my son of having glue ear? he has been diagnosed ADHD!
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Post by phil on Oct 13, 2010 13:44:27 GMT
i don't know my brother calls my mate a p*** and says why are you in my country ect ect he ain't being racist he does it for reaction, and in the passed we used to wind our mother up somthing cronic ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 12, 2010 1:40:46 GMT
i put it down to impulsiveness gotta have additude and fuck tomorrow until ya back on solid ground and it is tomorrow! and think why the fuck did i buy that?
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Post by phil on Oct 12, 2010 1:22:32 GMT
i found i'm not lazy stupid or crazy a crap book at first! but then i have a good recollision of childhood! and i used to get beasted thouse who are on my facebook can see in my school photo's i was depressed at school and notice that my class completly changed as i got a proper bollocking my my teacher for not doing school work in an entire year and i was ghosted into the english class from the bi lingule class! i find i have windows in the morning i was never alert and i would be branded loads of shit names lazy and stupid where common place by teachers! it's more the envirmental aspect of suffering years of mental tourture all ya life and if you are called somthing so much you start believing it! theres a book called a guide to adhd by sue young and branham is a good book this genetic stuff thats come out of cardiff is explained in that and that it is linked to autism so why arnt they credited with it? my short term memory is really crap yet i can remember things from years ago this is all explained its a yellow covered book
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Post by phil on Oct 8, 2010 1:12:24 GMT
i've been diagnosed with bipolar disorder! cyclothymia! BPD! and i have doubts i have any of them
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Post by phil on Oct 8, 2010 1:09:00 GMT
bipolar 1(mostly effects men) you have full blown mania and delusions of grandure! bipolar 2 (effects more women) have shifts in mood (hyper-hypo mania) elate or depressed mood will last for 14-28 days in one mood phase! do not have any delusions at all! cyclothymia- pants diagnosis if they can't put you into either of the above lables or you have done class a drugs within 2 years of seeing a specialist! bipolar disorder runs throught families there is 50/50% chance of passing it on it may skip a generation. so chances are if there is no history of bipolar affective disorder in you family you are not bipolar. personality disorders exist and they can make you crave attention to be paranoid and they have there own idividual titles! borderline personality disorder is a blanket diagnosis on the boderline they know you have a personality disorder but it's a fast diagnosis and women respond better to CBT than men! like ADHD BPD is a mixture of symptoms it go's all ends of the spectrum where you got attention seeking type disorder to going inwards!
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 17:12:10 GMT
i asked a friend whether i should sue the nhs or speak with my mp she said "what is you're heart telling you to do" the reply was punch my shrinks ;D all this is really messing with my emotions and i feel i'm losing the fight all i ever wanted was treatment and i did not want to get caught up in politics of a poorly run hospital what i was put through was criminal and breached kidnap laws and the Geneva convention. i have an eliment of fear and hanging over me is the fact that i could be sectioned if i rock the boat and after dealing with the sly bastards and getting interrorgated to try and get me to say i have delusions to cover their own backs i have no trust in the nhs! punching my shrinks may get me arrested or knock some scense into them if i get arrested i can relay my story to the police and charges will get dropped if i go to prison then thats me sorted as at this moment nothing is getting done in respect to house work ect and i'm dissapointed with myself in prison 23 hour bang up the screws will wait on me ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 2:40:47 GMT
funny i asked if she ran it on cherry lol ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 2:37:28 GMT
one more on the subject of cars as it's funny i took my car for two part worns and the guy doing my tyres asked me if i wanted my tracking done lol ;D my wish bone bush is knackered i got the tyre done no tracking no balancing and the wheel ain't shaking @ 80 ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 2:14:18 GMT
why not just meet up at spoons and get p***'ed ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 1:57:14 GMT
the time on the forum is slow lol i thought jezz times dragging lol ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 1:54:38 GMT
lol
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 0:22:46 GMT
i was promised off my shrink a copy of the report from the Adult adhd specialist like 3 months or more ago i was also promised a refferal to the sleep clinic and she was going to write to the adhd specialist to reffer me to dr thome when she can pass the buck herself i am getting seriously depressed with this all not crying or wallowing in self pity just tired, stressed and pissed off i was told that when i feel tired and burned out to just sleep so i crashed on the sofa tonight for a kip i can't say i feel any better so i put it to the public what i should do?
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Post by phil on Oct 6, 2010 0:02:13 GMT
i believe it's ethonal you mix with cooking oil not petrolium lol this adam guy must have been advising you too lol
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Post by phil on Oct 5, 2010 23:54:30 GMT
andy i'm not talking about bio fuel cooking oil and i'm not talking running the car on the stuff a pint of petrol in a full tank of diesil wont melt the injectors but it will take the sludge off the bottom of the tank getting a dash of diesil oil to the cylinders will help lube the cylinder sides making the piston run smooth and free up sticking valves with out taking the head cam belt off and over hauling the car lol he told me redX was shit but when a car fails the mot on a smoke test it's funny how the stuff cures it ;D yakkin about the diesel internal combustion engine was not the point i was trying to make we have gone off on a tangent ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 5, 2010 12:35:54 GMT
i'm no expert in pharmacology but 5mg does seem an awful small amount are these pills XL or IR? oic just clicked lol so you are on 5000mg of ritalin lol ;D 1gram = 1000mg, and i was gonna suggest the placebo effect lol ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 5, 2010 2:02:15 GMT
i'd help her out with the car but i don't live in the same time frame my window is not a morning i'm not with it till later in the day even then theres no saying i won't be interested in other things
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Post by phil on Oct 5, 2010 1:46:07 GMT
another thing i like is ripping people off or getting one over someone for the buzz but my mates are my mates and i would never do it to them i am totally loyal to my mates! and if a mate of mine suffers i get it worse! ;D i could not sleep good last night as i was stressing like f*** my mate had a problem with her car bellowing out black smoke so on facebook i told her to put a pint of petrol in her tank (diesil engine) or try redX and if it don't improve take it to a certain garage and i gave her a list of things it could be! this adam guy piped up and said that redX is shit and tried mocking me saying he worked 18 years as a mecanic and if it was piston rings the smoke would be blue not black ect ect ect so i got the info off the net and posted it and made him look a prize twat he told me diesil did not contain water and i did not know what i was chatting ect ect ect lol he did not know about running water off a fuel filter or putting oil in the tank of a diesil to lubricate the cylinders! and that worn piston rings will blow out blue smoke on a petrol model lol i have friends in the motor trade and if for one second i thought they would rip her off or not do the job i would not recomend them ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 5, 2010 1:13:31 GMT
is it just me or do any of you sort of get off on winding people up to gauge reaction especially when hyper! i have noticed this traight in my half brother too
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Post by phil on Oct 3, 2010 0:23:27 GMT
Lol 37 is a mg short of a gram ;D there will be other chemicals as well as stimulant in the pills! But saying most street drugs have been bashed with glucose! I fi nd billy helps a great deal with concentration but banging too much in an uncontrolled way can cause problems with urinating the thing is with stimulants is the chasing the dragon factor ;D
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Post by phil on Oct 2, 2010 15:46:07 GMT
can someone (andy) divise an ADHD survey you know the score have you ever witnessed then never, somtimes, often. i'd do it myself but my head is in the shed thanks peeps do it for both child and adult as child as adult ;D lol
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Post by phil on Sept 30, 2010 2:20:59 GMT
family get on my man tit's i got a good mix of mates so i'm sorted in that respect, believe the peace is nice ;D all my friends are about 35 miles from me i don't bother with the locals here just as well lol ;D
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Post by phil on Sept 30, 2010 2:11:11 GMT
So F*** the police ;D lmfao
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Post by phil on Sept 20, 2010 14:24:54 GMT
markm you're gonna love this ;D
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Post by phil on Sept 20, 2010 14:20:00 GMT
where is this cat? ;D
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Post by phil on Sept 18, 2010 13:24:25 GMT
on the subject of B.P.D does that not have a self harming eliment?
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Post by phil on Sept 18, 2010 13:07:58 GMT
lol jethro tull is good ;D has Paul weller got ADHD? listen to the style council stuff like this
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