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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 22:36:51 GMT
phil.....are you on meds ?? Don't think you've taken them today ;D yes, posting every hour to yourself would suggest such. either that or he's on the good shit. fuck steph what do you think is wrong with me do you think its parvo
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 22:48:58 GMT
yeah i'm on the good shit and it's telling me to kill myself because i've had a fucking nuff of bigotted cunts putting labels on me i just give up and want to end it tonight
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2012 22:50:25 GMT
ADHD idealism is to be rich not have to lift a finger take all the pressure off! be paid in full! the easy life! jonboy is an exaple that it can be done! Nah. I'm not rich. I'm just not poor. And believe me, the anxiety and stress of playing machines all day is not as easy as you might think (then you have to contend with the arcade owners that do not like you winning). I have been robbed once, mugged twice. Nothing serious, but it takes a while to get over things like that. I stopped playing completely for 2 years or so, while I sorted my head out (and when I finally decided that I would persue some help, to try and find out why I felt so angry/stressed/depressed/anxious/like my head was gonna explode). I firstly got diagnosed with depression. Followed by Mild Asperger Syndrome. Only later did I find out I had ADHD (I was one of the people that thought ADHD was all about kids being naughty, not being able to sit still, do what they are told etc. I had never heard of innatentive ADHD/Combined ADHD) Saying all that, I am lucky that I can do what I want, when I want. But it does get very boring. A change of vocation would be nice, but I'm not sure I could sustain it. I get bored too quickly. John
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 23:13:50 GMT
i heard that playing machines can make you twitch!
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2012 23:24:10 GMT
Funny you say that.
I used to know a lad from Wales (probably Cardiff) called Twitch that played machines. I used to see him fairly often in the late 1990's playing in service stations. He had tourettes. He is dead now though. Dunno what killed him.
John
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 23:34:36 GMT
my brother used to work in the casino and he would see loads getting twitches from playing the fruit machines! that was in cardiff so it makes me wonder if my brother is making it up and just saw that one bloke lol ;D
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 23:34:55 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Feb 1, 2012 23:46:08 GMT
Yep. He probably just saw Twitch several times. You like your 80's music. I quite liked a bit of maiden back in school. I was that kid with greasy long hair, and denim jacket with heavy metal patches on. I don't miss school . . . Or do I? John
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 23:55:56 GMT
yeah music's great have the lyrics up so people can take a hint like! some get the drift some don't!
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Post by phil on Feb 1, 2012 23:59:26 GMT
if it gets someone to STFU it's for the greater good! just finding the off button to create sweet harmony
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 0:35:52 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2012 0:42:46 GMT
...and there was me thinking it was a river in Africa....
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I'll get me coat.
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 0:46:49 GMT
you look at ambly man just taking the black dog for a walk to where ever he thinks someone remotely shares his views! pure fucking evil i tells you
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 0:49:14 GMT
months years of building up trust can be gone in the click of the fingers
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 0:58:36 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2012 1:03:44 GMT
It's not like I'm trying to say you're crazy or anything Phil John
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 1:09:09 GMT
;D
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Post by Deleted on Feb 2, 2012 1:12:07 GMT
Is it true that the Beastie Boys have never performed that track live since?
Like they are somehow embarassed about it?
John
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 1:16:51 GMT
yeah fucking go positive ;D
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 2:21:48 GMT
It's not like I'm trying to say you're crazy or anything Phil John lol phat choone meets the party requirement to the no bull shit party
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 2:24:54 GMT
whats that the royal air force i fucking love blowing things up ;D
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 5:39:37 GMT
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Post by goosey on Feb 2, 2012 8:28:53 GMT
phil....that's grose
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 9:05:57 GMT
I know it is :/ alot of people are sick here i do not exclude myself! I'm looking forward to reading Amblys book did you clock what he is thinking of writing about by any chance? JB got it in one it ain't just machines he can crack LMFAO!
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 9:47:02 GMT
We did not even have to find out about his wanking habbits before getting his number ;D
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 20:09:16 GMT
I could grind you under my intellectual heel at my best. I could grind you under my intellectual heel at my best. I could grind you under my intellectual heel at my best. lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 20:59:42 GMT
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 21:06:05 GMT
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Post by phil on Feb 2, 2012 21:17:47 GMT
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Post by phil on Feb 3, 2012 12:00:16 GMT
Just thought I'd mention that the point of setting up this forum was to promote mutual help and understanding. It's a support group, not Fight Club. A how can we have mutual understanding if some people can't understand themselfs? or won't even accept themselves? i have been through the NHS system and i know it makes mistakes but i can't believe that certain folks have been through the system and what i clock in seconds the NHS can't clock in years! and we all have one common enemy to conserve our energies to fight! blair invented care in the comunity and screwed us all over to pay for yet another war!
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